I am never alone.
But I pick being alone often.
I get to say who I want to be with when I do go out.
I have dropped many people from my life. But the last two days have been good. Old friends have resurfaced.
Turns out they were going through stuff at he same time I was too.
It's not easy being the mom and dad to two young boys.
It's not easy being in "love" with someone who doesn't feel the same way.
I was that person who didn't understand why people never had time for me.
Then I changed. I began to understand the importance of acceptance.
People don't leave your life out of something that has gone array.
People are the same as you. Finding themselves in a world with
work to be done--- and in my case art to be created.
I am deeply committed to finding peace now.
I wouldn't yell or speak my mind in a hateful way-- I would
just walk away.
You can't hurt me now- I wouldn't let it get that far.
The CLUES are always there. I just don't plan to ignore them.
For that I am grateful.