Friday, July 20, 2018

Depression, Anxiety, and Knowing YOU are Mentally Better




Recently I met a woman who labels herself as MANIC and an EMPATH.
I really hadn't know anyone manic before, although, I may have had some suggestions or opinions I kept to myself.

I am not qualified to label and I don't. I just have to say these two emotional of being manic and an empath do interest me. I understand a little better how her mind goes from focused to unfocused. Her voice changes from soft to REAL loud. Her mannerisms change from being in control to that of a child wanting to be noticed or to a child full of delight and VOCAL.

She may be too much for me one day, but I invited her for dinner. She was late, and I didn't think she was going to come, but she did. She ate with me and we talked for several hours. We both vented our feelings.

She said she was an empath and that she enjoyed helping others, listened to them and allowed them to talk about what they needed to.  Me: Isn't that called conversation?

I was called a healer recently, and I denied it. I would never say I have any special powers since I am just me and I have never recognized anything emotional/promising/supportive/ about me.
Yet when it happened again, it made me wonder.

My experience is with My Guardian Angel ANNIE. I am also into the power of 11:11.

Can you have healing powers without even knowing it?  Am I too sensitive?

It  is hard for me to IGNORE when there is so MUCH out there to PROCESS.

I pick up on things many do not or can not. I am me.

The world has a place for all of us.  We can co-exist.


Monday, July 16, 2018

Fighting for Yourself

The way I see it, there is a lot of irony in our world.  Perhaps I will mis-use this term, like the song
"Isn't it Ironic?" but there examples every where.

Ordinary People and Our President.

Not being hyper political today--but I grew up thinking the Russian Government were bad people.
We had a "Cold War" going on for years.  Today-- Trump was acting very chummy with the Russian Prez, the same one known to kill people, spy, and poison those who do not conform to his direction.

Yet, just as bad, on a one on one basis,  I can tell you I have met the Nurse from Hell! Although the doctor said he would do what he could to move up my next surgery date, his insurance assistant chewed me out on the phone stating "WHO told you that?"  Ahh- my doctor.

A couple of weeks later she called me back and said "Despite my pessimism, YOU were approved for surgery."  I wish I still had faith in people. Sigh.

Makes my head hurt. Yes, the same one fighting depression.




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