Funny how the artist and the depressed person can come together within 24 hours.
- Tuesday I was back crying. I was overwhelmed by a big doctor's bill and I pictured that I would be paying it into 2015. That's not the worst part as I know there are probably other doctor bills coming my way. Disability-retirement fact.
- Where was the money going to come from when I was so tight on money already?
Then news from a former co-worker. So sad as so many teachers work so hard. LOW test
scores statewide and the TV news plays it up. NEW Art teacher has many of the
same problems I did. Not to wish they eat her up. Poor woman.... I so understand.
EXCITEMENT!! (Yeah, I know...) More like a mini-drum roll. It wasn't just me!
I was in a toxic, dysfunctional work system with a failing structure.
I was just the one they chose to slater.
I have not been able to get rid of this dark shadow over me. What a major
grip it has had. Now...Words like this!! Things in turmoil will always
be in turmoil... since to believe anything else is not realistic. I am finally
releasing myself from my self-imposed pain and constant sense of failure!
My work continues to be productive at my studio. Creativity on the rise.
Satisfied with what is appearing artistically - coming from the studio.
From my head to my fingertips..... I'm back and I create good things.
After a very, very long time!
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