Self Worth

 

Leaving you was the best thing I ever did.
Saying "me" was the best.
Listening to my inner voice, hearing it say 
"it's just not so"
caused me to blossom and respect myself.

I helped a man who was hurting.
I gave him my all, and in the end he drained me.
                               . . 
I helped a different man who was hurting,
I just gave him a bit of my time, and in the end he 
held me, and with tears in his eyes he said
"thank you."

I have learned to defend my space too. My emotions are 
too BIG to be confined to the limited space you allow me.
I reached out to you when I needed you but 
YOU ignored me. 

Healed?  No, not there yet.
But I am making each step more meaningful.
I like myself like this. What a bonus.  
The help didn't help.
I had to fix myself.

#selfworth  #alwaysbeyourself

Peeps and Passion

What I Just Learned:

I am not a very religious person.... but this year-- I found myself thinking about ME.
I have stepped away from the emptiness and defended myself! So Proud!!

The Big Bad Boy (man) is out of the picture.  It's been nearly two weeks and I haven't phoned him.  I did send him an anonymous TEXT and messed with him a little, but it
only confirmed my suspicions and placed him further on my "out" list.

Out as In:

1.  What was I thinking??
2.  I wasted five years on this jerk?
3.  People can fake it- but eventually, they can't hide their true self.  Old Sigmund Freud
       was right---   &&&&&   there is such a thing as a Freudian SLIP.  
4.  Slip on this mister:  I'll never be your girl.

WARNING TIPS:

1.  You need out when you're not sure you want to take their call.
2.  The voice you so wanted to hear now sounds like a MANIAC.
3.  Their need to control YOU seems like hell and your anxiety is worse.
4.  Your sense of YOU is somehow salvaged and you can say no more!
5.  Putting a positive spin on it-- means you can open yourself up to Freedom.
6.  I'll forgive you someday, but it feels good to value me.
7.  Spare me the passion and give me a moment of PEACE.



#onahappynote     #passion      #peace    #maniac   #anxiety   #free   #breakup