P-A-N-I-C is such a part of me, and it happens
so often to me.
Panic goes beyond worry for me.
The reality is this:
I do panic. It may be irrational to most people,
but when I panic, it makes me think: I have
to solve this "problem--" or the worse
will happen to me.
Why I better think what to do about this?
Real people solve their own problems.
Real people don't think it's a big deal.
Life happens-- you either deal with it or ignore
Then we can talk about me....
Everything with me is: This is it!!
This is the big one!! I have been waiting for
you. This the end of the world.
At least I recognize it now.
Someone contacted me about an
art commission today. Can I say YIPPEEE!
Fortunately, the end of the world was yesterday,
when I calmly discussed a
She seemed very interested in my
work, and I held my breathe.
-Just like it happens everyday.
#panic #artist mind # depression recovery #art quilts