My Children

I have two children.  They don't like me much.

Since they were teenagers, the one has told me how much she dislikes and distrusts me.
The other thinks I judge her, when really I only want her to thrive. Knowing that in their eyes, I have failed them is awful. This pain will never fade. 

When I was a younger mom I wanted to do everything right for my children because I believed my own mom had gotten it all wrong. Damn parenting.

They are each 20-something now.  Hope this will all be healed soon.  I can not feel this way all the time.  My life is my own.

#brokenheart