Friday, May 1, 2015
I have two children. They don't like me much.
Since they were teenagers, the one has told me how much she dislikes and distrusts me.
The other thinks I judge her, when really I only want her to thrive. Knowing that in their eyes, I have failed them is awful. This pain will never fade.
When I was a younger mom I wanted to do everything right for my children because I believed my own mom had gotten it all wrong. Damn parenting.
They are each 20-something now. Hope this will all be healed soon. I can not feel this way all the time. My life is my own.